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Impossible Comeback by A.M.Denning




HUGGING

When words fail and heaviness of the heart takes hold
When memories come back like unwelcome guests
When a bird sings in the sky, and it’s there, singing,
but nothing can lessen your burden

When the clothes come out a misty grey, and the
weather becomes an ominous day
When your face stops smiling, and I see you there,
I feel the same way.

When winter comes and everything’s cold,
let’s warm ourselves by fire
When words fail and heaviness takes hold,
let’s hug ourselves higher.


NOT NOTICEABLY TALLER THAN ANYONE

The roads were wider, you towered above me
as I clung by your apron strings.

A leaf in spring is not noticeably older than anything,
and I am not noticeably taller than anyone.

From a height, look down on me -
I lack a certain dignity

A mass of pulsating tissue and muscle
worn on my sleeve, would not really please...

My torso is small, my legs are small
but my heart is hidden from view - obviously

I crawl along mud, underneath everyone
See! See me here, i've spiders in my hair!

A leaf floats through the autumn air
I am not noticeably taller than anyone.

THE SILENT WOMAN

You have another tattoo,
Though I see, some have faded.
How are you? Come here.

Shall we go somewhere,
or stay right here?
I'll put some music on

Spooked shadows are cast
Across my heart I feel inapt
The organ swirls in madness

How are you? Come here.
Kiss me, my black rose -
it seems impossible

I love you more than breathing
Don't fall away from living
I can see that you are hurting...

No, don't speak. Please.
Just let us stay, together,
by the grey light of stars

Planets seem further away -
The moon will protect us,
though I see, it has faded.


FIRST KISS FOR HARDENED SCEPTICS

Under the light of the moon -
it wasn’t quite full -
I didn’t grow hair all over
and attack you

Instead, as the music played
and the wind roared
and my legs trembled
and my bottom even trembled…

I kissed you

I didn’t end up dead, and
I’d been meaning to

You kissed me back!

And nothing more was said of the matter


COLLECTING STARS FROM A STREAM

Collecting stars from a stream
Collecting dreams from the sea
The sunlight is fading but you are with me.

The bank is quite muddy so watch where you sit
You can sit on top of me and I do mean that nicely!
We can fish for the future and scoop up the river
The stars are so many and I’m sure we’ll be happy

The moon will be full and your face is so pretty
The stars are so many and the choices are plenty
I have difficulty breathing properly

Collecting stars from a stream
Collecting dreams from the sea
The sunlight is fading but you are with me


SINISTER WALTZ

Clara had a lovely smile. She smiled all the time.
When she wasn’t smiling, she had this little cute, confused
look on her face. A look of concern, as if she’d
just come across a bird with a broken wing. I never
once saw her look angry, or disappointed.

‘Take care petal,’ she said as she left. The room was
darker without her. I looked at my watch for a second,
counting the hours until night-fall. Chances were I’d
never see her again. She’d decided she was moving, to
to study geology. The thought of her amongst rock,
digging holes, examining cracks in stone – was too
much for me.

It was half past three, Friday afternoon.
I decided not to go out that weekend.


BABY BLUE

In the heart of a lonely night
I dream that I’m in love with you
A moment I was happy too
An aside to all that’s gone by

In the darkness I remember
A summer sky I nearly flew
The forest I couldn’t see through
And a beautiful smile you gave

Falling asleep together
The water and your eyes so blue
The laughter and the friendship true
An aside to all that’s gone by

Time has passed, stars are out tonight
The moon is shining full
In the heart of a lonely night
I dream that I’m in love with you


PROTESTING SINGER

Hear the falsetto
and the low bass of cars
Hear the mothers
feed backing their guitars

Kick a guy when he's down
He doesn't migrate,
he doesn't lie in the grass
or herd, or give milk...

Love is a wonderful thing
Love is a word and a feeling
Love is a Sunday when everything
is calm, relaxing, and six
pussy-cats bay at your feet.
The dog is hungry again...

Love is having just one friend.

Hear the screaming singer
and feel the heavy metal
Beat it out, carve a hollow
and sit in it.

Everything's a play on words


THE COUNTING THOUGHTS

How can I tell you I love you?
I could say that you’re pretty
but you will never believe me
I could buy you funny little
sentimental presents…
you’ll see through me.
I could say it out-loud
in some darkened street…

We could walk past the butchers
seeing upside down meat –
draw together in some fashion.

The darkness can be shared…

But yes, I love you –
with all of my heart,
and presents so funny,
and lack of money


LIKE AN OLD LADY IN CHURCH

I don’t mosh. For those of you who are
Unfamiliar…to ‘mosh’ is to jump, push,
shove, leap and punch – all in the middle of

a sweaty, shaven haired rock crowd.
I don’t mosh. I stand at the side, shouting
and screaming. Singing. My voice is terrible!

Fortunately, the music is so loud,
no one can hear me scream.
It’s funny. In real life I’m too scared to

scream. I was told to go away. I wasn’t
wanted. The people I hated were loud
people. So I became quiet. Naturally.

I don’t mosh. The people who mosh all have
girlfriends. I don’t mosh. I’m too inhibited
and passionate. The passion coursing through

my veins. My eyes are wide open, match-stick
wide. My mouth is open, screaming…
No one can hear me.


BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE I SEEN YOU NOW

We were given hearts and brains
Wills, and each other
We’re locked into our own worlds

Supporting each other, but
There are things forever broken
And we think it lasts forever

Perhaps goodbyes should be sudden
And splitting up carved in stone
But I pray we’re never alone

That girl over there looks like you
But I saw the light in your eyes





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The Valentines ( 1996 )
  • Love You ( 1997 )
  • The Impossible Comeback ( 2000 )
  • Inbetween Days ( 2001 )
  • Rainbows ( 2002 )

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